Friday, May 15, 2009

The hardest part of saying goodbye is having to do it again every single day...everyday we face the same truth.. that life's fleeting..that our time here is short.. and to honor the fallen we must live our own lives well.
I'm not going to say goodbye..neither will I cling onto remnants from the past
My nightmares will not torment my dreams..I will wake up to them the first thing in the morning
Worn out denims and cause screaming t shirts will inspire couture.
A walk in the rain..a bowl of homemade noodles and cola in the flicker of candlelight will be a gourmet's delight!
A big white screen..a projector..an open field...Humphrey with his baritone..the ideal movie night.
I will be happy if you are sarcastic..i will be happy if you trash me and my idealism...I will sing my song when the world is in chaos.

Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am a utopian citizen
I'm still convinced
There's no such thing as idealism

Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreamin'
Cause I've already suffered the fever of disbelief

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here

I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart
For what it is
'Cause I don't want to keep on believin' in illusions

No no no

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
I wish you were here